Sorry for the language. My sister texted me this photo the other day and it made me laugh (thankfully) because it's exactly how I feel. My diet isn't doing well at all!!! I'm in a rut and it's depressing. At every turn, I'm hearing or seeing dramatic weight loss in friends and acquaintances but for some reason I cannot seem to wrap my head around the tools it takes to rid myself of these extra pounds. It's been years. This battle is something I cannot seem to win. I get it. Eat less move more. Mindful eating. DAILY excercise. It's not rocket science. I'm failing miserably with WW because I'm not following the program. I like the wrong foods and need to get my body moving more. Next weekend I'm headed to the city to see some of my very best girlfriends. Part of me is super excited and the other part would rather just not go as I'm so unhappy with me. When and how will I ever have the WILLPOWER it takes?!?! Lily came bursting into the bathroom the other morning and the first thing she said was "some people don't have much love in their lives because they only love themselves". I think loving myself is where I need to start. Until then, this cartoon!!!